lay her down.

Its almost been a week with no facebook! haha twas hard at first but seems to be getting easier as time goes on. i think facebook is allowing not only a source of procrastination but a weakness in peoples minds; so many people are making facebook a life line, they come home and within 10 minutes they are checking the pointless things that have happened in the past however long... we start to take the easyness of 'stalking' to our advantage and then expect news to come to us within a few clicks of a button.. takes such little effort and making us all lazy. once facebook goes it becomes an entirely different ball game.
Through this time with no facebook its also dawned on me the people who will go to an effort to still talk to you. and the people who i will go to an extra effort to talk to. i think its good if you know exactly is going to be there for you when you most need it.
School ain't to stressful yet.. i seem to be somewhat on top of everything i need to do atm and i'm not really too stressed... in a very reflective mood atm... just picturing what life will be like in a years time amazing me, but scares me too. I think we all need to act as if this is our last year at life. Who knows what will happen, i really think we need to be ready for whatever is thrown at us. Do you ever think about that?
I have a gig on 27th of february at MCA.. if your reading this for some reason please come watch.. I haven't finished writing songs.. but i know i will get them done... i hope and am confident they will be satisfying and provide a sense of contentment for me for a brief period of time at least.

I may sound like a retard... but if you don't like reading this well then i don't want you to read it. i just think that at this point of time in life it is SO CRITICAL for every single one of us to be content with everything that surrounds us, or everything that is in us, or part of us. As cliche as the term may be it is something which people become ignorant at as they think it becomes un important from its overuse. One day things you love will leave...maybe to a better place, maybe worse. but i assure you one day all things will leave.

- just be ready to let go of the things you love. be ready, making sure you can be satisfied with the thought that you made the most of every waking breath of that love. Be in the right position.. from now until end.. cause you don't know when god will call it to be the right time. you don't know what he thinks. you don't know when he will give, or when he will take away.

this guy explains it pretty well... Matt Walters.